What the Feck

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Capturing Myself

Restraint

I feel out of control.

I don't feel like eating.

I barely sleep.

I keep it under wraps pretty well.

(in just looking at me)

I've had no brain for a couple weeks.

I'm not wanting.

I'm wanting more.

I get this way periodically.

Sex is always important,

but now it's totally essential and has got a tight grip on me.

My sex  drive is driving me and I'm holding on for the ride. 

(not complaining....just saying)

Cleansing

Nude with a tude.

I have no tude today. It just sounded funny for a title. Just felt like being nude.

The picture speaks

Probably not one I will use for the class project, but maybe someday I will paint it. I actually like this one.

Shed

A Holiday Peek

Just a little holiday cheer.

Either way I'll burn my buns.

Burning Man

Desire Resort

We have recently met some friends and they have been to Burning Man. They said that we have just got to go, it is totally us. We have talked about going but I guess the whole drugish party crowd made us feel like it wouldn't be for us. Plus the roughing it in the desert with the sand storms and the wheelchair thing. Anyways, they had a blast. They aren't total partiers and want us to go with them this next summer. They have informed us that basically you pick the areas of wildness you want to be around and it is not all the bad crazy hype that the media picks to show you. It is a week in the desert outside of Reno filled with funky art, free love, dirt, sex, fashion shows of weirdness, of course the burn of Burning Man and so on.We would rent a motor home and need to figure out the rest of the details. It's all very intriguing, but still contemplating. There are several different facets to this vacation that I'm not sure of.

1. We wanted a sexually charged vacation and not sure how we could pull that off with the new friends around. Would like to be nude and frolic, and that's perfectly acceptable at Burning man...but we just never have brought any of this stuff up to people we know.

2. Not sure I want to basically camp and cook and be dirty for my vacation.

3. Would love to be apart of something like this with people that have been and know the ropes.

4. I love the idea because it is "us" to do something of this sort that is not just the avarage thing being done.

Our other choice this summer was something we've been planning on doing and that is to go to Desire in Mexico. It is a clothing optional/ swinger type resort. (No, we don't swing). We had such a good time this past summer at a place similar in the So. Cal. desert for our first time. It is way more luxury than Burning Man and we could just be ourselves sexually. No cooking or being dirty. Also though..... no funky weirdness that I adore.

Burning Man would be a way easier to tell the family we were going to. I have been trying to figure out how or where we would tell them we were if we went to Mexico. They always want to know where we are staying. It's a safety thing and my mom is getting older. In Mexico I would want someone to know where abouts we were in case some bad thing happened.

Take time for nudity

I just had to take a half a second and get a little nude.

I've been crazy busy painting and drawing, either here or at school or our gallery.

I've been getting ready for a small works show coming up real soon.

Actually I'm off to school right now.

This girl needs some time off for a good spanking.

Hopefully soon.

Morning Light

I look like hell in the morning, but these sheer curtains made me feel pretty.

Why do we have to wear clothes?

We got back today after a weekend of nude frolicking. Never had been anywhere like this before and am ready to turn around and go back. It was a lifestyle nude resort, and oh my god...we had fun. This place was amazing. The big disappointment was, I took no pictures. They didn't allow cameras and we just were so immersed in the whole experience, we didn't care about anything else.

At first, it was all a little overwhelming. This resort wasn't posh, but it was clean and you kind of just didn't really care because of the whole vibe was so freeing. Nobody wore clothes, not even the staff and it took no time at all for us to shed our clothes and go lay out by the pool with about 30 other people. The music was pumping and fun was to be had. We just figured "What the Hell" and went for it. It took a little getting used to and right off the bat I had a girl trying to pick up on me. Whoaaa, a little uncomfortable, but I was able to tell her nicely that I wasn't in the" lifestyle" and I was just with my husband and that's the way we wanted to keep it. People were having sex in chairs around the pool and some left their room doors open for an easy view. There was no pressure and people were so nice and just down to earth. We actually met two couples that were there for the same reasons that we were and ending up going with them to dinner last night.

We fooled around at the poolside and also did leave our door open while having wild sex. We just felt so comfortable, actually people couldn't believe this was our first time to a place like this. Me being in a wheelchair didn't really phase them, which was so nice. I don't know if it is the fact that if you're at a place such as this with all different shapes and sizes, that there really isn't to much room for judgement.

Why are you here? You're handicapped. Why are you here? You have a little dick.

Just kidding.

It actually felt odd putting on clothes to come home today. Soon as I got home they came off.

El Sol

Morning photos

Sunny side Up.

I love being naked in the sun. I love to feel the warmth on my breasts down to my pussy. I sun bathe nude every now and then but not as much as I'd like. I would like to go to a nudist hotel, and will probably go in the near future, at least for the experience. I don't want to go to any nasty little place, I'd like a place that's clean and respectful. Maybe one with sexual activity around. I'm a typical woman who worries what she looks like and to top that, I try to pull it off in a wheelchair. I've done somethings that I'm pretty sure most average woman haven't and maybe I'll share sometime. But for now, I want to talk about my fantasy of laying out nude in a secluded area. Maybe in a dessert or by a river. A place where a daily hiker might pass by. I like the unknown and the surprise or interest it might arouse. Then after, have my husband restrain me and give it to me in every possibly way.