Well protected

I think I've written of this type of thing before, but in a different manner.

Years back I had completely lost my sex drive. I had told different doctors of my misfortune with all of them chaulking it up to my Muscular Dystophy. Some did change the type of pill and dosage, but nothing changed. Until finally a new doc said, "let's take you off the birth control pill". I went off and a couple weeks later I was a sex crazed maniac. I just about wore my hubby out. I was completely unaware that the pill could do that and just believed the doctors.......dumb me ( i don't do that anymore). Anyways, there's a whole long story about then how to keep from getting prego and all the side effects and allergic reactions had by both parties involved. Basiclly ending up with hubby getting a Vasectomy.

Well, in planning our Mexico trip several months back I had of course wanted to plan it around my period. In which I did and was very careful in doing so. Not only do you want to ruin the sexual fun, but nude and period just don't mix. There has been some wacky things going on with the bod as of late and my periods have been late and irregular. Ok, now calculating into the future with all of this has put me having my period smack dab during our vacation. Damnnn....!!!! Luckily I had my annual exam on Wednesday at the Gyno and gave her my story, minus the nude part Although, this was the first time I had been to this type of exam just after being waxed. That doesn't pertain to anything, just was new to me. She put me on birth control that I won't have my period for 3 months. I asked her about losing my sex drive and she said it was highly unlikely being on this for such a short time. I can only cross my fingers on this one, but really what other choice do I have?

I am doing the happy dance just at the thought of not having my period for the next 3 months. Yay! I am a little leary about the sex drive though.

So now it's a joke about how well protected we are from getting pregnant.
Vasectomy + Birth Control = Over achievers :)

Suck it up, and put on your big girl panites.

We've been wanting to go on a vacation, as I've talked about in previous posts. Mexico was top on our list this summer, but we waited too long and now it's hurricane season and don't want to risk it ruining our vacation. We are going to put it of until next May. The weather is suppose to be great that time of year. I think we've resolved ourselves to little weekend getaways here and there.

Vegas kicked it off a couple weekends ago, and now we've booked a little nude resort in the dessert. We researched and felt pretty good about it. This would be our first time to go to one, and just want to experience it. This place is also a "lifestyle" friendly resort, which is okay with us, we know our boundaries and heard that others are respectful of yours.

Now here's where my insecurities come in. Hubby calls to make the reservation, asks about the availability, gives our info, then asks if we could have a downstairs room because his wife is in a wheelchair. First thing out of the ladies mouth is, "You do realize this is a "lifestyle" friendly resort? Hubby says, "yep". Then they proceed with credit card numbers. He said he could tell by her voice that the wheelchair issue threw her off.

So, one part of my mind says, "fuck them" I'm going to go enjoy myself just like everyone else. The other part says, people in wheelchairs don't go to places like this. You're not going to be treated the same and they don't want your kind there. They don't want to be uncomfortable and I might make them feel that way.

I feel very teary eyed right now and need to snap out of it. I will muster up the courage, because that's me.