Thursday, August 5, 2010
I feel like a mess. I want to do things that I shouldn't. I'm fantasizing all the time. I mean all the time. I'm pretty much frustrated because I can't act on any of my fantasies. They are just not in my realm of reality. I actually have just suppressed myself the last couple days because my hubby was not feeling well, plus he's just not where I'm at right now. Not his fault, I know we have different times in our life when one is more sexual than another. I would like to touch base more often than we do with what our sexual thoughts are. I don't feel those acts necessarily need to be acted on, but to know where each other is at. There is a comfort level with that situation that fluctuates, so I don't know if it's ever the right time to talk about things.