Bleh, bleh, bleh.
Bleh.......bleh, bleh bleh bleh bleh.
Believe me, it's better than the pity party I had written earlier.
Bleh bleh di di bleh moo moo.
Ta dah Laroo!
Interpets to, I'm a bad sister. She's leaving on a 2 week vacation and I avoided going to help her get ready to go and send her off with warm fuzzies. She's all alone and I can't sit with her and her actions anymore. She has phyical issues like me and I know how alone I would feel in her situation. I know she feels alone I can here it in her voice. Our once seemingly close relationship died with my brother-in-law. Now I'm going to wallow in my guilt and weak behaviors and let them eat me alive until I can get a grip.
I still ended up writing about it.
Life is throwing some fast balls. fuck.
Bleh, because that's the feel.