Love ones self

This video is sexual, so consider yourself warned.

In my little world, I feel like I have to be or act a certain way. I have chosen to do this in order to let myself be free, at least here I can do so. My blog is where I can totally let my guard down. So I did, Is it right? I don't know for sure. Did I enjoy it? Oh Yeah. Will I regret it? Maybe, but I don't want to suppress it anymore. Please enjoy.

I got it out of my system and now it's been deleted.

Orgasms

I was just reading Sequoia Redds blog about orgasms. She writes about what thoughts go through her mind and what a spiritual experience it is for her and it got me to thinking about my own experiences. I hope she doesn't mind me blogging about it also.

Anyways, for me I just let go, I let go of everything for that moment in time. No worries, no nothing. I'm a screamer, a moaner and a giggler. I'm multi-orgasmic and like my sex pretty rough. The rougher it gets the more turned on I get. I'm a different person in my height of passion. I'm willing to do just about anything and feel really out of control. And I love to feel that way, because my life in general is pretty much organized and in control. When I do orgasm, it lasts quite a long time. For me there is a sense of not wanting to stop and a yearning to be out of control. I think it's partially the fear of not knowing if I'll ever feel free that exact way again. I have to hold my pussy tight for a while until I can calm down. I feel fortunate that I can have orgasms almost every time we have sex, and I owe that to a wonderful partner and learning how to just let go. I'm not sure if it is a spiritual experience for me, but it is out of this world.