Friday, December 16, 2011

My worst fear

My worst fear happened yesterday morning. My mom who is my best friend......she passed away yesterday morning. I have been the luckiest girl in the world to have been her daughter. What an honor.
I'm coping pretty well as for now. I know once reality fully sets in, it will probably be another story.
I'm a bit numb. No....I think I'm running on adrenaline.
When I have the mental strength I will write about what happened. 
It truly was unexpected and the scariest moment of my life.

I am so blessed to have hubby and good friends and family here to support me. 


9 comments:

Hubman said...

I'm so sorry for your loss :-(

Bob said...

Allow me to extend my deepest condolences on the loss of your mother. Losing a parent is one of the biggest losses that can be suffered by anyone. May you find God's presence with you as you journey through the time of grief.

CarynSKA said...

I'm very sorry for your loss.

C said...

awwww larooooo, i'm SO sorry.. yes, you WILL go in and out of grief, maybe for a few years. but be gentle with yourself, it comes in pieces. also, when someone is taken what seems like too soon to us, i have tried to believe that it happened for a reason, maybe it was mercifully this way to avoid something worse down the road.

justa thought. sending you BIG hugs and prayers you find a peace.

love you,

chris

oxoxoxox

ChiTown Girl said...

Oh, my sweet friend, I'm so very sorry. I will be praying for you and your family.

Bella said...

I am so incredibly sorry to hear this. Thoughts are with you and yours.

The world according to Gaz said...

My condolences La Roo. It is good you have close friends and family with you at this time.

Bigger said...

Laroo,

I am so sorry to hear about your mother. I know you loved her and cared about her from your previous post. I send my condolences to you and your family. Even with this loss I hope you have a great Christmas.

Again I am so sorry, and I send prays from the east coast.

La Roo said...

Thank you sweet friends.
You all have warmed my heart.
Hugs.