Thursday, June 24, 2010
brain file # 654
I had this dream last night. I was at some type of event, I think it was some kind of concert. The beat of the music was making me horny. Crazy horny, the kind of horny you feel out of control. Like when you just have to touch yourself or need someone to just take you. But I didn't and couldn't. It wouldn't have been right and not appropriate and I knew this for some reason. I couldn't leave and it just got increasingly more intense. The feelings in my body were at the point of me physically shaking. It was as if the people around me knew and the glances at me intensified the craziness. It was some kind of public mind game of foreplay. I would try to block out the music and close my eyes, which didn't help. I wasn't with my hubby and didn't recognize anybody. I remember feeling somewhat scared and a bit drugged. The music beat pounded my pussy and I became wet. I wandered under a tree where there was one of those playground horses that have the spring on the bottom that you rock back and forth on. Uhhhh. yeah. It was the only way I felt that I could keep myself from going nuts...... The minute I had finished, the music stopped and the people started leaving the concert.
Don't know what that was about, but at the time it felt so real. Weird, huh?
I always think the brain is like a roladex and there are files that are common and we see a lot and ones that appear for reasons unknown. Kind of like junk mail.