Monday, March 26, 2012

Get it in gear!

I can't seem to get myself to do certian things.
I have good intention and I tell myself I'm going to do these things and I just keep putting them off.

I keep wanting to go see my sister-in-law that has had some medical issues lately. I haven't taken the time.

I haven't cancelled my mom's credit cards yet.

I haven't called my friends "just to talk".

Getting the boxes of knick knacks from my moms out of my grofice. It's to cluttered.

I need a haircut.

Take possible collector coins to a coin dealer.

Haven't exercised like I should.

My happinesses seem to be coming and going. Never know what the next minute is going to bring. I find myself being disappointed in life and love and friendship. I feel like I whole heartedly have loved and respected, just for it to be ripped away. People I thought would always be there, even if they are here physically....aren't really. I've felt pretty alone lately. People I thought would help me through this have faded and to me it's just more of a loss. 

My pity party for the day.

It's my blog, and I'll cry if I want to.


Anonymous said...

I totally get it.
When the Black Dog comes to visit me, I have some difficulty getting things done too.

I wish I could give you a perfect solution for it, but, all I can say is, If you figure it out, will you let me in on the secret?

Anonymous said...

Hopefully you are starting to feel less alone. I do completely understand.

La Roo said...

Blindhound- Just thanks for being there and understanding.
I know I must go through this and it has taken 3- 4 months for my mothers death to finally hit me. I miss her and I'm trying to find myself once again.
Today is a good day. So I will take it and run because who knows what tomorrow or a minute from now will bring.