My question is, do others have feelings such as this?
Friday, October 3, 2008
If we stay in the same life genre and don't look out at life in yearning, how can we grow? Yeah there is a huge part of me that likes to feel safe and fears change. But the other part of me that is quirky, feisty, and a little edgy, has gotten me this far. I do want to believe this is the true me. I do scare myself sometimes. When I go out of the normal boundaries of life or (so called normal) I feel that there is some kind of secrecy, because obviously I'm not going to say to my family or friends hey...check out what I'm doing. Being open to new life experiences can often close you up in others. That's.... I guess how self preservation works. I need to progress and I am, but not without struggle.